Apt

I can love you desperately, though your love ain't guaranteed

I hate those quiet, lonely nights here. My mind starts wandering and all those emotions that I've suppressed starts rushing back. I wonder about the things that might have been and past memories that we shared. The smallest things are the greatest triggers. Told myself countless times to forget and just stop hurting myself. Some days are good, but some days are so bad I can't sleep. Why is it so hard to forget? sigh. Wanna grab a tub of ice cream with brownies and just eat and wallow in misery like the loser that I am.

i need to stop this.
suck it up, mel.

Sometime in the future maybe we can get together, maybe share a drink and talk awhile

And reminisce about the days when we were still together

Maybe somewhere further down the line

And I will meet you there

Sometime in the future we can share our stories

When we won't care about all of our mistakes, our failures, and our glories

But until that day comes along, I'll keep on moving on.

- Kodaline

Silence.

Maybe I'm finally trying to let you go. The nights are still the hardest part though :/