Got a very bad case of homesickness today. I wanna go back to singapore to my loved ones so badly. Might be just a phase because the guys are headed home so it probably triggered something in me. Plus, I was being the usual fucked up person to someone that I care a lot about. I just feel like there's no one there for me now, and I feel so alone typing this in my room. Spent the day curled up in bed with my laptop on the verge of crying and sporadically breaking out into pathetic sobs. I'm sucha loser. Sigh. A cuddle would do wonders right now. 

Will everything be okay? :'(