Still I call it magic, when I'm next to you.

Shiver

And it's you I see, but you don't see me.
And it's you I hear, so loud and so clear
I sing it loud and clear.
And I'll always be waiting for you.

So I look in your direction,
But you pay me no attention,
And you know how much I need you,
But you never even see me.


/ You try to fix your relationship. You try to fix them. You try to fix yourself. You try, and you try, and you try, and you try. But sometimes, love is not enough. You don’t understand. You don’t know what to do. How can you fix something on your own? 


I need some scotch.

Fucked things up again. As always.

Nights like this I miss you most.

Going to bed earlier tonight because my brain is fried. I shall wake up by 8 tmrw and get started on work (I hope haha). Can't wait for summer holidays though I know things are gonna change. One academic year has passed too quickly and I kinda wish time would turn back so i can relive the special moments. Wellll, no regrets! Everything that has happened, happened for a reason and made me who I am today.

On a side note, i haven't been blogging long-ass posts because I get distracted too easily and I cannot sit down to type everything down. Meh. Hence all the little snippets of my life/emotions/randomness.

Closing a chapter of my life.

My heart gets a 'sour' and uncomfortable sorta feeling when I picture you and her doing the same things we used to do together :'(