Nowadays I just feel so pent-up and detached from people, or life in general. I just bottle up every single thought and/or emotion. It's tough. So many things I wanna say to different people and I don't have the guts to. I used to be able to confide in a special few, but now I don't. Not at all. I just shut up and keep everything to myself because things change and people change, and I know I have to deal. The only thing now is I don't know how long I can handle this.