Exhausted, burnt out, and wishing I could come home to you. You always knew how to cheer me up.
Just cant wait for all the projects to be over.

I miss you so much.

The nights are the worst. My mind just goes wild and sends me on a downward spiral. And every morning when i get up, i wish i didnt have to. It hurts so much more than the first time you left. I just want everything to be okay. How can i stop talking to the person who's always been in my life for the past 8 years. Sigh. I want you to care again. & I guess what they said about treasuring what you had only when you lose it is true.

Losing you

I lose you every time I think of kissing you, holding you or wanting you. 
I go to bed at night and lose you, when I wish I could tell you about my day. 
And in the morning, when I wake and reach for the empty space across the sheets, 
I begin to lose you all over again.

- Lang Leav

My fingers itch to text or call you, to hear your voice. But I can't because you want nothing to do with me. It hurts so much because you don't care anymore. Never thought this day would happen

I was slowly opening my heart to you again. But now the roles are reversed and this time's my turn to get crushed.

Reading my old blog, and it seems like another person typed all that. Okay, it was kinda childish but I was happy. Like legit happy. I miss what we used to have.

Today was a bad day.

At the beginning

This song brings back so much memories from my secondary school days. The first song that I've performed apart from the main choir. I think it was for one of those end of year choir concerts haha

Them feels.