The nights are the worst. My mind just goes wild and sends me on a downward spiral. And every morning when i get up, i wish i didnt have to. It hurts so much more than the first time you left. I just want everything to be okay. How can i stop talking to the person who's always been in my life for the past 8 years. Sigh. I want you to care again. & I guess what they said about treasuring what you had only when you lose it is true.